maya

ok im actually leaving this one in and not deleting it at the last sec like a coward

so. you knew i liked you. obviously lol. for like 3 years which is genuinely insane now that its typed out

you were always so nice abt it which ngl made it 10x worse?? like if youd just been mean i couldve been mad and moved on

i used to write your name in the steam on the mirror after showers

i KNOW

its so embarrassing im literally cringing typing it to whoever reads this one day

i stopped when u and sam got together. didnt rly write anything for a while tbh

but u laughed at my actual bad jokes. the ones nobody else did. and that one time by the lockers when u fixed my backpack strap and just kept walking??? i thought abt that for a week istg

anyway. im over it now. mostly. this isnt a im-still-in-love-w-you thing i promise

it was just real. and i wasnt making it up in my head. thats the whole thing i wanted to say